I cried on the curb outside the moment you didn’t answer. I cried for the end that I knew had approached without my knowledge.
I got it together and laid silently in my bed, curled into a ball, and tried to let sleep take me away
My roommates didn’t care
They didn’t see my bloodshot eyes
And didn’t see my tear stained sleeves
They didn’t pay attention to me at all
I lay there for 20 minutes while they laugh over me and carry on loudly
All the lights on and blasting Mariah Carey Christmas carols at the end of September
I got up annoyed and went out to the hall
They didn’t notice or care
Now I’m in the corner of the esa, forced to do nothing but think of you and read through our messages. Silent sobs into my Palm. I’m shaking. I just want to sleep. I want to forget you.